weeeenhi: In the end, everyone will hurt and disappoint you. I’m just trying to figure out who is worth it. Who hurts me unintentionally and who does it deliberately with no good intent, who genuinely cares and not someone who is only curious, and who tries to be there even if they can’t and who promises they will and never will be.
Tonight it really made me recognize that I really I deed need to keep my word for you. I am exhausted with letting you down all the time. I shouldn’t be such a big disappointment to the one I adore a great deal. I don’t need to damage you anymore with all my faulty promises. I’m sorry.
I’m actually a shy person.
When you first meet me, our conversation is going to be awkward because I would have absolutely no idea what to talk about. It’s also worse when you’re cute. But if you wait a little or over time, I’ll eventually get comfortable around you. Then I’ll start talking so much that it’ll probably annoy you.